Actually this entry refer to this entry (22 NOVEMBER 2012) what i thought at that day really happen... just like my expectation, actually i'm really not care about that... well its happen every years...
Maybe because i'm like a taught person so no one don't really care about me, i'm so so so independent...
hihihi... mesti ada yang mcm pening apa jadi pada tarikh 22december? kiamat kea? southern solstice kea?... hahaha, merapu lebih dah nie... actually at that day is my BOD... well not everyone know bout that, and anyone not really care, sbb aku jugak lah tiap kali birthday mesti aku gi nyorok... duk sorang2 and muhasabah diri apa yang aku dah buat selama nie...well... tipikal thinking gurl...hahaha
Actually this year, aku sangat2 berharap yang someone akan wish tapi nmpak nya dia lupa hari, walaupun dia ingat tarikh birthday aku... hahaha ignore ignore... apa yang aku nak tekan kan kat sini ialah...jangan berharap!!! ayah angkat aku selalu pesan dalam hidup nie kalaw terlalu meletakan harapan kita akan kecewa... and yeah!!! you are always right daddy... memang kecewa...
Two years in row dear... two years.... and now aku x letakkan apa-apa expectation lagi... let it flow... teringat kata-kata seorang sahabat, dan mungkin benar apa yang dikatakan dia, sebab dia lebih mengenali aku... well what happen already happen we cant turn back the time... kalau kau terlepas peluang, jgn berharap peluang tu akan datang dalam bentuk yang sama... aku pun tak perfect, but i make it to be perfect... its just a simple thing, an effort will pay with effort... if not it will be just a rubbish that doesn't have any value...
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