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Monday, December 6, 2010

call HOME

Last night I call my mom to get her permision want going upsi…
I want to see KWD (just mention it, don’t want explain…hehehe), want 2 support my fiends and also want to see myself how that event happen…well type that want to know everything…
me> asaalamuaikumabah> waalikumsalam…hah (abah slalu kuar kn ayat nie)
me> ma ada…? (bkn x nk ckp dgn abah,tp niat mmg nk ckp ngan ma, hehehe)mama> hello
me> ma tengah buat apa…?mama> tgok tv
mama> awak call nie gune apa…? (solan yang aku pelik)

me> huh…gune ape…?mama> gune duit kea…?
me> yea la…gune kreditmama> letak la…
mama> nanti kol gune no kak…

me>okep (ngat kn x bg col)
1 minit later

mama>hello
me> no sape nie…?mama>no kak…(hehehe, aku x save lam no baru)
me> ma…along nk g perak…mama> buat apa….
me> ada xtviti persatuan…mama> wajib kea…
mama> pasal blajar kea…?
mama> law x penting, x yah pegi la, 2 gune duit jugak…

n bla bla bla bla bla……

mama> ikut awak la, ma x nk larang x nak suruh, awak pikir sendiri penting kea x…sbab ma x tau pape psal hal blajar awak…
me> hmm ye la…
n then aku tanye ma sihat ari nie, tgah wat ape…saje nak tukar topik…coz aku dah nak nangis…sob3…then regard 2 my abah n other sibling…

hmm…aku decide nak pergi…dan aku dah tanye pasal bayaran RM40…I hav make a decision that, I want 2 know about this…at least I have a happy memory…bcoz before this a alwaz alone walaupun aku ramai kawan, mmg sifat aku suka bersendiri, aku nak throw away sifat tue…I want to be a new person, new mission in life..tamau hidup dalam dunia sendiri, becoz that make me feel down with my self….

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